wondering, crying, crazier.

Nah, I'm really confused. I've got a crush to someone that i cannot reach on. 

Pathetic? yes.

Selfish? absolutely.

And when somebodyI ask him about the real thing, you know what? He said yes. Really, I liked him. His cute face, his kind heart, his funny attitude, his crazy personality. But I don't think that I'm perfect for him. 

The important thing is that I liked him. My heart hurt if he smiles to other girls. Hold their hands. Even if she's just his friend. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that he would forget about me. Ditched me. Just as simple as that.

Please, I don't wanna lose you because of my childlish things. Will you understand?

you lift my feet off the ground

spin me around

you make me crazier, crazier

feels like i'm falling and i

lost in your eyes

you make me crazier, crazier, crazier

just some quick update

Last last Friday I went to Bandung, West Java to celebrate my cousin's birthday bash. I met Nasta, my favourite cousin and I'm really happy ;D He is boy and he is cute. Now he is in 11th grade at ... gue lupa hehe. Well, we haven't met for a long time since I was 11. I'm really sorry that I didn't have his photos.

DAY 1

09.00 : went to Bandung

11.00 : arrived at Bandung

12.00 : checked in at Geulis Hotel

13.00 : lunch at Sambara

14.00 : shopping at some factory outlet but i didn't buy anything (it's a miracle, right? ;p)

16.00 : went to my cousins house, chit-chat, met Nasta - this is my favourite part at all.

18.00 : the party started!

what i wear :

tribal motive tank top - black harem pants - gray T-bar flats - seashell bangles

20.00 : got really tired, but met some cute boys ;p

21.00 : head back to hotel and slept really tight.

DAY 2

07.30 : woke up-took a bath-dressed up.

09.00 : breakfast at Tiffany's (Geulis)

10.00 : going out with all my cousins, we had a really great time ;)

13.00 : lunch at Batagor Kingsley

14.00 : checked out hotel

16.00 : went home

20.00 : arrived at home (see? we had a really really busy traffic)

Hehe its really a boring post, isn't it? But I don't care, I just want you to know how much I love my family. I'm really gonna miss you guys ; Nasta - Nabel - Nadine - Dea- Aqila - Qathan - Ariel - Dandi - Garin - Aga -Bagas - Tio - Angga (these are my cousins from my mom's family) and the happy one, Resya! Happy birthday darl, wish you all the best. Okay it's time to sleep and

bubyeee!